I'd been using portables lately, but decided to fire up my Super Surfer a few days ago. Maybe a week. I don't remember. The Super is like a mind eraser. Half a bowl, and I start wandering around and drooling, while looking for snacks. My meds haven't changed, so it's the change of vape that's amped things up. It's been fun, if not functional. That is the vape is functional, I'm not sure I am. Still, I've been listening to people and picking up more. Like the neighbor that's overly friendly, but isn't nice. I could see the meanness behind the smile, and observe how she used words to be hurtful and try to make me feel bad. I could think, "Oh, how funny. I get it. She wants to look down on me, so she can feel better about herself". I'm not sure I would have picked it up without having ran meds through the Super. Now I can just ignore her, and not feel bad about it. It just seems pointless and not worth my time. I came away from the encounter feeling much better about myself, and my world that she doesn't get to be part of. I could listen to a new doctor suggest testing that I feel is dangerous, and see it was for her benefit, not mine. It isn't about me, and I don't trust her, so I don't have to do what she wants. So there have been big positives about using the Super Med Machine.